Just like you, I'm not what I appear to be. I'm much deeper and vaster (just like you!). It took awhile to truly realize this. Years ago, in December 1998, I met a spiritual teacher, Eckhart Tolle, (before he became famous) and stayed as close as possible. I couldn't not do that. My heart wouldn't let me. I attended everything possible that he offered, wherever it was!, (and worked for him for a few years) and held a strong intention for a 'quantum shift in consciousness'. As a result of this love and commitment and through Grace, something happened. Well, actually and truly, nothing happened! I realized who I am. My real Self. Not who I thought I was! And, I discovered that I'd been here all along. I now know the Source of my Being and I know who/what I am, that I Am. This is a deep knowing, beyond thinking and beyond concepts & beliefs. It's a deep sense of Presence, of a constant connection to the Source, to God. And just like us, God isn't what he/she appears to be, either!
I live in Vancouver, Canada with my Love, Tomas. I hold Stillness Meetings, which I love! Tomas & I hold retreats together in Canada, the UK, and Spain, which I also love! I share what touches my heart.
May you be blessed with all that touches your heart deeply.
May you be peaceful.
May you be happy.
May you be well.
May you be safe.
May you be free of suffering.
May you be liberated.